Addicted: The Ugly Reality RSS



Mania

When you hate your life so much that you could care less if it were to end, when you purposely place yourself around people and situations that could get you killed, thats when you know you are truly broken.

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Frailty

They say that all drama begins with human frailty. Meaning, it begins with weakened morals. Our shortcomings. Our weak points that we pray to God we are able to hide so well, that even we ourselves begin to question whether they are really even there. Whether our morals align with our friends, family, co-workers, or spouses…. we all believe that the majority of our beliefs are true to form. The thought is that typically most people try to follow those beliefs that they have laid out for themselves, or had laid out for them during the course of their upbringing.  After the death of my first friend, any normal person would have sworn off of drugs completely. Especially because of...

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Unsuspecting Breath

The day I died was April 3rd, 2018. It was like any other day. I got up, went to work, got some pizza with my husband, ran some errands, and then went home. Except it wasn't like any other day. This was the day I died and the day I realized I wasn't as scared of death as I thought I was.

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Friends Live Forever Young: Last Man Standing

Everyone who was in that car that night is now dead except for me. None of us really knew how bad it was going to get. Or that our lives were at risk. None of them were bad people. They just all got caught up in something bad. Something that places it's hooks inside of you. Something that doesn't let go easily and something that doesn't grant you forgiveness

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